MissL
25-11-08, 21:18
Hi all,
This is my first post.
I actually cried when i read some of the symptoms pages, its like i wrote some of it!!
Suppose i will start with my story and if anyone ha sadvice it would be much appreciated. im at a loss!
Ever since returning from travelling last March i have been feeling really down. At first i put it down to adjusting back into "real" life but steadily things got worse. I started my first proper job in a big firm and i absoutley hate it. I am still there as i have no other option at the moment. Firstly i went to the doctor with depression so he prescribed anti depressants but that didnt stop the constant worry about Parents, Work, friends everything really. Then i had my first panic attack all i could really associate it to was an outer body experience, i was a mess. My boyfriend really didnt know how to handle it and things went out of control. I felt/feel like im looking for attention when its happening but i cant stop my body going into meltdown.
I know work has got a huge part to play as im always tense and stressed. Before th attack i went back to the doctor again and he said i was doing ok and to stay on the med's. I have been getting really bad pain in my legs and pins and needles so tonight i went back to him again. Seemingly its physco sematic and all in my head.. i dont know what to think and im just so confused. No one seems to understand me...:weep:
This is my first post.
I actually cried when i read some of the symptoms pages, its like i wrote some of it!!
Suppose i will start with my story and if anyone ha sadvice it would be much appreciated. im at a loss!
Ever since returning from travelling last March i have been feeling really down. At first i put it down to adjusting back into "real" life but steadily things got worse. I started my first proper job in a big firm and i absoutley hate it. I am still there as i have no other option at the moment. Firstly i went to the doctor with depression so he prescribed anti depressants but that didnt stop the constant worry about Parents, Work, friends everything really. Then i had my first panic attack all i could really associate it to was an outer body experience, i was a mess. My boyfriend really didnt know how to handle it and things went out of control. I felt/feel like im looking for attention when its happening but i cant stop my body going into meltdown.
I know work has got a huge part to play as im always tense and stressed. Before th attack i went back to the doctor again and he said i was doing ok and to stay on the med's. I have been getting really bad pain in my legs and pins and needles so tonight i went back to him again. Seemingly its physco sematic and all in my head.. i dont know what to think and im just so confused. No one seems to understand me...:weep: