sabotage
27-11-08, 22:29
Hi, my name is Ivan. 20 yrs old. Iam originally from Russia. Live in USA right now.
I was a frequent Ganja smoker. Never had any problems. Until 1 day i was going to sleep and i started to worry for no reason. Then it felt like i cant take a breath and like i cant feel my own breathing type thing. Right after that i started worrying even harder ofcourse. Heartbeat escalated, BP was higher than usual. That was my first panic attack. My worst panic attack ( 2nd) Was at the same time ofthe day, i was going to sleep but was pushed out of it by very weird and strange feeling, not really impending doom. But i emidiately got out of the bad, went to check my BP and it was 198/100 108 hearbeats per minute! I started to worry even more after i seen the BP readings and it felt like i was going to feint, i got very weak, almost fell . My father took me out on fresh air and i threw up. Doctor has put me on Zoloft, i have been taking it for 3 months now. I havent had a fully blown panic attack since, but i dont think i have fully recovered.
Iam asking for an advice how to manage my health. Iam smoking cigarettes ( parliament lights) , i dont drink. I skateboard.
I was wondering if i can ever smoke cannabis again..... :blush:
I was a frequent Ganja smoker. Never had any problems. Until 1 day i was going to sleep and i started to worry for no reason. Then it felt like i cant take a breath and like i cant feel my own breathing type thing. Right after that i started worrying even harder ofcourse. Heartbeat escalated, BP was higher than usual. That was my first panic attack. My worst panic attack ( 2nd) Was at the same time ofthe day, i was going to sleep but was pushed out of it by very weird and strange feeling, not really impending doom. But i emidiately got out of the bad, went to check my BP and it was 198/100 108 hearbeats per minute! I started to worry even more after i seen the BP readings and it felt like i was going to feint, i got very weak, almost fell . My father took me out on fresh air and i threw up. Doctor has put me on Zoloft, i have been taking it for 3 months now. I havent had a fully blown panic attack since, but i dont think i have fully recovered.
Iam asking for an advice how to manage my health. Iam smoking cigarettes ( parliament lights) , i dont drink. I skateboard.
I was wondering if i can ever smoke cannabis again..... :blush: