Loucas
29-11-08, 11:35
hello all, i really dont know where to start i really need some advise, im a 28 year male, been going to the gym for the past 4 years, am muscular build 13 1/2 stone, 5f 10, i was using steroids for 2 years anabolic tablets and injections, after i looked on the internet, im not saying its a good thing but we all make mistakes, i have been off them 2 months now since i have been feeling like i do, i work in a busy car dealership the job is stressfull, and i have a lot of stress in my life this year, with money, my daughters mum who im not with now, and the CSA, skinting me every month, i was also taking cocaine on a regular basis again no excuse, i would never ever do it again, but it just took my mind of things at the time,
so it all started with an eptopic heart beat about 6 months ago, which i went to hospital and they did an ecg and put me on a heart monitor, and said it was not the steroids or the Cocaine it was stress and it would go, which i didnt belive, i was convinced it was something else, so i stopped everything and about a month later it went just like like that, so again like an idiot i started back on the steroids and the other, untill 2 months ago,
THIS IS THE PROBLEM
i started having a pain in my head and worried and worried about it went to doctors had a full blood count, was fine a diabieties test fine thyroid fine, i went to opticans, all fine and just had a ct scan which i get the results in december 22nd when i see the specialist, but the guy who did the scan said everything looked fine, i cant stop thinking i have something, i thought i had MS a brain Tumor, im getting Muscle twitches now randomly, mainly my legs and like a warm feeling in my ankle, which i have been getting for about a year, its like my personallity has changed i never cared about anything before, i was such a strong person,
and now i have not been to the gym for 2 months which was the only thing i liked, i just dont feel myself my newest thing i think i have is Motor nurones diesese, i am none stop thinking i have something its in my head all the time, im checking my pulse about 50 times a day i have never done that before, im not training and every day, i feel like i cant breath my lips tingle, it does not happen all the time, but i can it feels like im thinking to breath, some chest pains, but not all the time, its driving me mad. im so worried all the time, i just want to feel like me again. i just cant accept its caused by stress im 110 percent its something else i am a worrier and to feel stressed, but not to the extreme,so is it,? are they panic attacks,???????? its weird i now am waking up during the night for no reason, its effecting my job, and my life if any one could spread some light on the situation, i would be very greatful,
pain has gone in head now, but muscle twiching is still here randomly, and these tight chest feelings,???
Luke
so it all started with an eptopic heart beat about 6 months ago, which i went to hospital and they did an ecg and put me on a heart monitor, and said it was not the steroids or the Cocaine it was stress and it would go, which i didnt belive, i was convinced it was something else, so i stopped everything and about a month later it went just like like that, so again like an idiot i started back on the steroids and the other, untill 2 months ago,
THIS IS THE PROBLEM
i started having a pain in my head and worried and worried about it went to doctors had a full blood count, was fine a diabieties test fine thyroid fine, i went to opticans, all fine and just had a ct scan which i get the results in december 22nd when i see the specialist, but the guy who did the scan said everything looked fine, i cant stop thinking i have something, i thought i had MS a brain Tumor, im getting Muscle twitches now randomly, mainly my legs and like a warm feeling in my ankle, which i have been getting for about a year, its like my personallity has changed i never cared about anything before, i was such a strong person,
and now i have not been to the gym for 2 months which was the only thing i liked, i just dont feel myself my newest thing i think i have is Motor nurones diesese, i am none stop thinking i have something its in my head all the time, im checking my pulse about 50 times a day i have never done that before, im not training and every day, i feel like i cant breath my lips tingle, it does not happen all the time, but i can it feels like im thinking to breath, some chest pains, but not all the time, its driving me mad. im so worried all the time, i just want to feel like me again. i just cant accept its caused by stress im 110 percent its something else i am a worrier and to feel stressed, but not to the extreme,so is it,? are they panic attacks,???????? its weird i now am waking up during the night for no reason, its effecting my job, and my life if any one could spread some light on the situation, i would be very greatful,
pain has gone in head now, but muscle twiching is still here randomly, and these tight chest feelings,???
Luke