LACEYA1961
04-12-08, 16:59
I MEANT TO MENTION IN MY LAST THREAD SOMETHING I DECIDED TO DO A COUPLE OF DAYS AGO AND I THINK IT'S A POSTIVE THING.
I WAS FEELING "WEIRD" AS ALWAYS...GETTING UP AND FOCUSING ON WALKING ETC AND DOING THAT MAKES ME FEEL ANXIOUS AND NERVOUS SO I DECIDED TO SIT DOWN AND EMAIL MY SELF SOME POSTIVE THOUGHTS. I TOLD MYSELF I WAS FINE, OTHERS FEEL THIS WAY, DON'T BE AFRAID OF DYING (I THINK ABOUT THAT A LOT) AND HOW GOD IS IN CONTROL. STUFF LIKE THAT I WROTE AND I TELL YOU AT THE END OF READING MY OWN EMAIL I FELT SO MUCH BETTER AND GOT A CHUCKLE OUT OF IT FOR SOME REASON! I GUESS IT'S LIKE WRITING A JOURNAL. WHATEVER WORKS HUH?
I MADE MYSELF GO OUT FOR A SHORT WALK TODAY USING A CANE FOR THE IMBALANCE AND I FELT SO POWERFUL! JUST GOING OUT AND FACING THE OPENESS OF THE LAND AND FORCING MYSELF TO LOOK AROUND HELPED SO MUCH. I'M HAVING A GOOD DAY AND I THANK GOD FOR THAT. I WAS A LITTLE TIRED WHEN I CAME BACK IN BUT MENTALLY I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER. I TREASURE TIMES LIKE THESE :yesyes:
I WAS FEELING "WEIRD" AS ALWAYS...GETTING UP AND FOCUSING ON WALKING ETC AND DOING THAT MAKES ME FEEL ANXIOUS AND NERVOUS SO I DECIDED TO SIT DOWN AND EMAIL MY SELF SOME POSTIVE THOUGHTS. I TOLD MYSELF I WAS FINE, OTHERS FEEL THIS WAY, DON'T BE AFRAID OF DYING (I THINK ABOUT THAT A LOT) AND HOW GOD IS IN CONTROL. STUFF LIKE THAT I WROTE AND I TELL YOU AT THE END OF READING MY OWN EMAIL I FELT SO MUCH BETTER AND GOT A CHUCKLE OUT OF IT FOR SOME REASON! I GUESS IT'S LIKE WRITING A JOURNAL. WHATEVER WORKS HUH?
I MADE MYSELF GO OUT FOR A SHORT WALK TODAY USING A CANE FOR THE IMBALANCE AND I FELT SO POWERFUL! JUST GOING OUT AND FACING THE OPENESS OF THE LAND AND FORCING MYSELF TO LOOK AROUND HELPED SO MUCH. I'M HAVING A GOOD DAY AND I THANK GOD FOR THAT. I WAS A LITTLE TIRED WHEN I CAME BACK IN BUT MENTALLY I FEEL SO MUCH BETTER. I TREASURE TIMES LIKE THESE :yesyes: