weird
24-06-05, 06:57
Even when im not having anxiety or anything I still feel soooooo out ther that its not even funny I feel as everything is a dream like its not real like I dont know how im living or wakeing up or anything I cant feel myself walking its like im not even doing it I cant feel myself talking cause its like everything I say I cant comprehend it and it scares me this is not like a depressed feeling of like oh no im down in the dumps its more like soo out there that you cant even feel depressed cause you feel sooo weird like your on a trip and your not comeing back and it makes me soo mad and upset cause I cant feel right ever even right now as I type this down its all the time it neaver goes away I try to cope with it but its soo hard to do that when you dont have hardley any reality you know its like ive lost it all and there is no comeing back I try to get out and go places but thats even worse cause it makes me feel even more out there like its not even real what im seeing and feeling its like I cant feel anything my emotions are all gone cause of this its like I do things and I dont know I even do them and that scares me cause what if I do something crazy and not even know I do it you know I dont wanna die I just want this health question to go away or at least be solved cause its getting worse and ive been living this way for a long time ive been stuck inside my house in my room doing nothing cause I feel soo bad and out there what could it be? Nobody knows they say anxiety they sey depression but its soo much more thats unreal and I cant figure it out and it sucks so if anybody feels this way I feel for ya I know your pain so if you do feel like this me back or im me and lets work on this together try to figure it out thanks.....