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[P!nk!sh]

Hello ..

I wasn't sure where to post this .. finally decided to put it in here ..

Memories are killing me .. and i can't stand the feelings i get

my grand father passed away last May .. and this made it all worse

I can't think clear.. i can't foucs on my studies .. i can never do anything right

i became so angry and fussy .. >> really unbearable

i also tend to lock my self up much now

i never meant to do any of those .. but they have devaloped out of the blues

.. .. ..

am so afraid of death .. ..

and i can't forget my grandfather .. i have a picture of him while he layed on his bed at hospital .. and it seems like he was dead in it .. but he wasn't at that time ..

it just hurts me ..


any ideas on how to forget these kinda memories .. or maybe making it less or something

and it also might have gotten more complicated since i never tell anyone about them .. well sorry if am kinda random .. it's me somehow

help!

[P!nk!sh]

thanks for passing by and commenting ..
i wish i can find someone going thorugh similar situation ., or someone who knows the way out

[lorac]

Hi

Welcome to the site I am sure you will get some good advice and support on here.

Take care

Carol

[bottleblond]

Hi sweetheart and welcome along! :flowers:

Can i be nosey and ask what age you are?


Lisa
xxx