Piscian Daydreamer
26-06-05, 11:27
Ive just broke up from University and all of a sudden i find myself with 14 weeks off! Instead of loving it, i'm absolutely gutted! I just don't know how i am going to cope with all this time off. I am going to get a job but 14 weeks of being at home without a holiday is really destroying me.
Ive always had bad anxiety, but now that summers here i feel i have nothing to look forward to! I hate the sunny weather - it really depresses me because i feel like i should be outside doing stuff, not staying in...... and it makes me wander what everyone else is doing.
Don't get me wrong, i do go out and play football............ but it doesn't feel like enough - 14 weeks off, of doing f**k all is the most depressing thought in the world.....
Don't ya think?
Ive always had bad anxiety, but now that summers here i feel i have nothing to look forward to! I hate the sunny weather - it really depresses me because i feel like i should be outside doing stuff, not staying in...... and it makes me wander what everyone else is doing.
Don't get me wrong, i do go out and play football............ but it doesn't feel like enough - 14 weeks off, of doing f**k all is the most depressing thought in the world.....
Don't ya think?