willtheconk1998
31-12-08, 16:48
Don't know if anyone else will relate to this or not but thought I would post it anyway.
Another 12 months have gone by, consumed by worry and fear,
I never thought back in January, that I would still be here.
I’ve had so many diseases, from cancers to HIV,
Well I never really had them, but they seemed so real to me.
I’ve had all of the tests again, spent all that money of mine,
To find out that I’m not really ill and everything is fine.
But how the hell am I ok, when I still feel so bad,
They’ve got to be missing something after all the things I’ve had.
I’ve googled so many symptoms a book I could easily fill,
But instead of making me better, this habit has made me more ill.
I’ve distanced myself from family, and lost so many friends
This isn’t how I’m supposed to feel, when December ends.
My work has really suffered, relationships have died,
I’ve worried about my health so much I’ve never laughed just cried.
I focus so much on my body, and how I feel each day,
That instead of enjoying the gift of life, I’m letting it slip away.
Analysing every ache, and every little pain,
My GP sees me coming and says “Oh not him again”
I’ve had it with anxiety and what it’s done to me,
It’s time to make some changes and to set my body free.
Free from all the worry and the symptoms I have had,
Free from all the Googling that’s made me feel so bad.
Free from all the worries about that fatal heart attack,
It’s time for me to live my life and take my body back.
There’s no time like the New year to make a brand new start,
So I’m going to stop my worrying about my brain, and about my heart.
Thanks to you all for being there I know we’ll be just fine”
Let’s wave goodbye to 2008 and embrace 2009.
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL :yahoo:
Another 12 months have gone by, consumed by worry and fear,
I never thought back in January, that I would still be here.
I’ve had so many diseases, from cancers to HIV,
Well I never really had them, but they seemed so real to me.
I’ve had all of the tests again, spent all that money of mine,
To find out that I’m not really ill and everything is fine.
But how the hell am I ok, when I still feel so bad,
They’ve got to be missing something after all the things I’ve had.
I’ve googled so many symptoms a book I could easily fill,
But instead of making me better, this habit has made me more ill.
I’ve distanced myself from family, and lost so many friends
This isn’t how I’m supposed to feel, when December ends.
My work has really suffered, relationships have died,
I’ve worried about my health so much I’ve never laughed just cried.
I focus so much on my body, and how I feel each day,
That instead of enjoying the gift of life, I’m letting it slip away.
Analysing every ache, and every little pain,
My GP sees me coming and says “Oh not him again”
I’ve had it with anxiety and what it’s done to me,
It’s time to make some changes and to set my body free.
Free from all the worry and the symptoms I have had,
Free from all the Googling that’s made me feel so bad.
Free from all the worries about that fatal heart attack,
It’s time for me to live my life and take my body back.
There’s no time like the New year to make a brand new start,
So I’m going to stop my worrying about my brain, and about my heart.
Thanks to you all for being there I know we’ll be just fine”
Let’s wave goodbye to 2008 and embrace 2009.
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL :yahoo: