Hope 2
03-01-09, 20:55
Just want to get some stuff off my chest.
I know no one can help so don't worry.
I am in a terrible place.
It's dark and so hostile.
I am scared out of my mind many times a day.
It makes me fold in half.
The ocd is worsening.
I look in the mirror and I feel physically sick.
I know something bad is about to happen.
I am horrible to my child and other half.
Red mist keeps descending and I have to smother it down.
What the hell is happening. Maybe it's no meds/stress/misery.
Hoping for a better day for all who need one.
Julia
I know no one can help so don't worry.
I am in a terrible place.
It's dark and so hostile.
I am scared out of my mind many times a day.
It makes me fold in half.
The ocd is worsening.
I look in the mirror and I feel physically sick.
I know something bad is about to happen.
I am horrible to my child and other half.
Red mist keeps descending and I have to smother it down.
What the hell is happening. Maybe it's no meds/stress/misery.
Hoping for a better day for all who need one.
Julia