fairyfloss
07-01-09, 22:25
Hi everyone
before i start explaining a bit about myself,i want you all to know that i can already feel the warmth and genuine vibes i get from this website,how do i know this?well i was looking on this website the other night and reading messages and replies and reading the problems most of you were having,so i have plucked up courage and come to join you all:yesyes:
i dont want to moan on or sound like i am being morbid but lets face it,its what has got my anxiety levels up to what they are today!!
I am a mum of 2 sons.Thei dad use to beat me ,on 1 occasion he beat me and forced me to look in mirror and commented on how ugly i looked (with a swollen bruised face like mine,even i agreed) yes it sure looked awfull!
That was a turning point for me-GET RID-so i did LOL during the years symtoms have appeared one after the other,cheek of it eh,i never invited them and they never introduced themselves! LOL I didn,t know at the time that all this was anxiety manifestering itself.
my eldest son was sent to war in the Gulf about 6 years ago my nerves were awfull as i didn,t know wether he would come back alive but he did but i had to go doctor as my panic attacks were mental torture.Was given beta-blocker and anti-dep.Then my son was bottled in the face which severed artery and we nearly lost him.He has survived but my anxiety has taken a different direction now,it has left me foggy headed most of the time,poor concentration and feeling of not in reality and dull heavy heads most of the time.the past few years my vision has changed,lots of sparkle lights in my field of vision and blurred focus and everything i look at has got a haze over it.My eyes are looking at things but not absorbing it in???? had my eyes tested etc but things are ok.if there is anyone out there who can help me with this one,please do.My weapon so far has been HOPE and i will never give
that up.I am hoping that this website is going to be my light at the end of the tunnel. xx
before i start explaining a bit about myself,i want you all to know that i can already feel the warmth and genuine vibes i get from this website,how do i know this?well i was looking on this website the other night and reading messages and replies and reading the problems most of you were having,so i have plucked up courage and come to join you all:yesyes:
i dont want to moan on or sound like i am being morbid but lets face it,its what has got my anxiety levels up to what they are today!!
I am a mum of 2 sons.Thei dad use to beat me ,on 1 occasion he beat me and forced me to look in mirror and commented on how ugly i looked (with a swollen bruised face like mine,even i agreed) yes it sure looked awfull!
That was a turning point for me-GET RID-so i did LOL during the years symtoms have appeared one after the other,cheek of it eh,i never invited them and they never introduced themselves! LOL I didn,t know at the time that all this was anxiety manifestering itself.
my eldest son was sent to war in the Gulf about 6 years ago my nerves were awfull as i didn,t know wether he would come back alive but he did but i had to go doctor as my panic attacks were mental torture.Was given beta-blocker and anti-dep.Then my son was bottled in the face which severed artery and we nearly lost him.He has survived but my anxiety has taken a different direction now,it has left me foggy headed most of the time,poor concentration and feeling of not in reality and dull heavy heads most of the time.the past few years my vision has changed,lots of sparkle lights in my field of vision and blurred focus and everything i look at has got a haze over it.My eyes are looking at things but not absorbing it in???? had my eyes tested etc but things are ok.if there is anyone out there who can help me with this one,please do.My weapon so far has been HOPE and i will never give
that up.I am hoping that this website is going to be my light at the end of the tunnel. xx