laineylouise
11-01-09, 23:02
This probably isn't even HA, but i've been feeling so down lately that i can't drag myself out of bed.
Probably because i can never get to sleep at night and feel so crappy in the morning.
Also because my knee dislocates regularly, last time was in 2007, so i thought the ordeal was over and done with, but it's came out again recently and i'm so sick of it that it's got me down. I've had a brace on it and can't bend it, and have college tomorrow. I enjoy my course. But it ivolves physical movement, which i won't be able to do. Which means i won't be able to go (as it's pointless with how far it is and the amount of stairs involved in getting there). I need to go so i get my money, but i can't. So i'll be missing out on my money unless i have a hospital letter, which costs £25, can't afford it so i have no proof.
I can't do anything because of this stupid pathetic knee, i only turned round a little too sharp.
I feel so down, it's like i've just had a divorce or something! I have a heavy feeling in my heart.
I don't want to take anti-depressants, they have too many side affects and i don't want to risk getting hooked.
Probably because i can never get to sleep at night and feel so crappy in the morning.
Also because my knee dislocates regularly, last time was in 2007, so i thought the ordeal was over and done with, but it's came out again recently and i'm so sick of it that it's got me down. I've had a brace on it and can't bend it, and have college tomorrow. I enjoy my course. But it ivolves physical movement, which i won't be able to do. Which means i won't be able to go (as it's pointless with how far it is and the amount of stairs involved in getting there). I need to go so i get my money, but i can't. So i'll be missing out on my money unless i have a hospital letter, which costs £25, can't afford it so i have no proof.
I can't do anything because of this stupid pathetic knee, i only turned round a little too sharp.
I feel so down, it's like i've just had a divorce or something! I have a heavy feeling in my heart.
I don't want to take anti-depressants, they have too many side affects and i don't want to risk getting hooked.