Duckie
13-01-09, 01:15
I am so happy with my hubby, my kids and my life.
But sometimes I lack friends. I try to form friendships. Somehow it just doesn't stick.
I panic alot about maybe I am saying too much, or maybe they don't want to hear from me. I am very supportive, I give my 100 percent. But I don't trust alot of people.
It's very hard to trust. I feel so down. Everyone that knows me say I am a great person, I am a wonderful mother, I support my children and my family. I even have Drs tell me how great it is to see that a parent knows everything about their child's condition.
If I am so great, then why is it that I don't have close friends? Is it me?
Sometimes I feel like I am just a bump on a log. I am afraid of people thinking badly of me or something.
Maybe I already said too much. :(
But sometimes I lack friends. I try to form friendships. Somehow it just doesn't stick.
I panic alot about maybe I am saying too much, or maybe they don't want to hear from me. I am very supportive, I give my 100 percent. But I don't trust alot of people.
It's very hard to trust. I feel so down. Everyone that knows me say I am a great person, I am a wonderful mother, I support my children and my family. I even have Drs tell me how great it is to see that a parent knows everything about their child's condition.
If I am so great, then why is it that I don't have close friends? Is it me?
Sometimes I feel like I am just a bump on a log. I am afraid of people thinking badly of me or something.
Maybe I already said too much. :(