Peru83
06-07-05, 07:38
As some of you will know I have been having a rollercoaster ride over the past few days the final straw being my partner leaving his job!
Anyways I cried and cried lastnight then I just stopped dead. It was almost as if my body said enough. I even slept right through lastnight (had some pretty disturbing dreams[Wow!]) and this morning I just don't even want to think about it. I feel weak and tired, almost like I just don't care anymore. I was all set to get up this morning and get money matters sorted to get them done and out the way. I just can't concentrate though, when I try to think about it my mind draws a blank. This isn't like me, I am such a worrier I usually have everything in hand and money matters ie bills sorted out weeks in advance.
What is wrong with me? Is this it, have I finally snapped? I just feel numb.
"Of all the things I've lost I miss my mind the most!"
Anyways I cried and cried lastnight then I just stopped dead. It was almost as if my body said enough. I even slept right through lastnight (had some pretty disturbing dreams[Wow!]) and this morning I just don't even want to think about it. I feel weak and tired, almost like I just don't care anymore. I was all set to get up this morning and get money matters sorted to get them done and out the way. I just can't concentrate though, when I try to think about it my mind draws a blank. This isn't like me, I am such a worrier I usually have everything in hand and money matters ie bills sorted out weeks in advance.
What is wrong with me? Is this it, have I finally snapped? I just feel numb.
"Of all the things I've lost I miss my mind the most!"