Duckie
14-01-09, 23:53
Ok honestly I don't know if this is anything but I figured I would ask. I am very embarrassed about this but this really upsets me alot. I can't stop thinking about it daily, I have to look and examine every SINGLE DAY!!
I have a blackberry, I love my blackberry. It has to be free of stratches, even my camera. Stratch free. Honestly if I get a stratch on it I obsess over it like a mad woman. I rub it and rub it and I looked over it daily. Even the tiny stratch I get upset, tense and I panic.
I can't have any stratches. Not on the body, or the screen or anything. It must be covered and put away if I am not using it, I don't like anyone else touching it because if they do, they will get stratches on it.
I think I am worn myself out already. But that plays in my head daily.
Does anyone else do this?!!!:shrug:
I do this with writing too. If it doesn't sound right. I delete it. If it's not typed properly I correct it. I can't have it being done wrong. If put too long or too short. I add or take away from it. I anaylize EVERY SINGLE word. How would I take that if someone posted that to me? I reread it constantly and if I am satified (see I know that is the wrong spelling, I know I have spelled aniexty wrong and it's going to bug the hell out of me until I get a dictionary and find the correct speeling for it.
anxiety satisfied ...
So..anyone else?
I have a blackberry, I love my blackberry. It has to be free of stratches, even my camera. Stratch free. Honestly if I get a stratch on it I obsess over it like a mad woman. I rub it and rub it and I looked over it daily. Even the tiny stratch I get upset, tense and I panic.
I can't have any stratches. Not on the body, or the screen or anything. It must be covered and put away if I am not using it, I don't like anyone else touching it because if they do, they will get stratches on it.
I think I am worn myself out already. But that plays in my head daily.
Does anyone else do this?!!!:shrug:
I do this with writing too. If it doesn't sound right. I delete it. If it's not typed properly I correct it. I can't have it being done wrong. If put too long or too short. I add or take away from it. I anaylize EVERY SINGLE word. How would I take that if someone posted that to me? I reread it constantly and if I am satified (see I know that is the wrong spelling, I know I have spelled aniexty wrong and it's going to bug the hell out of me until I get a dictionary and find the correct speeling for it.
anxiety satisfied ...
So..anyone else?