DanniJay
19-01-09, 20:02
Hi, I found this site by mistake and I think its brilliant so thought it may help me to become a member.
I am 23. Currently I feel like I am loosing my mind with emptyness. I know I have a good life and I know I should be happy. But over the last few years I have put on so much weight. I know this seems silly but its ruining my life taking all my self esteem. I have an amazing boyfriend who is the only thing that makes me happy but I am such a jealous person that I find it so hard on a day to day basis, due to self esteem (and may I add he tells me everyday how beautiful I am and I still do not believe him). I am so desperate to get fit and loose weight but my self esteem has got so bad I can't even see friends let alone go to exercise classes of fear or failing and for fear of what people will think of me.
I am joining this site as tried councelling but around my area and beyond its £40 per session and I cannot afford it. So I am looking for self help!!:shrug:
I am 23. Currently I feel like I am loosing my mind with emptyness. I know I have a good life and I know I should be happy. But over the last few years I have put on so much weight. I know this seems silly but its ruining my life taking all my self esteem. I have an amazing boyfriend who is the only thing that makes me happy but I am such a jealous person that I find it so hard on a day to day basis, due to self esteem (and may I add he tells me everyday how beautiful I am and I still do not believe him). I am so desperate to get fit and loose weight but my self esteem has got so bad I can't even see friends let alone go to exercise classes of fear or failing and for fear of what people will think of me.
I am joining this site as tried councelling but around my area and beyond its £40 per session and I cannot afford it. So I am looking for self help!!:shrug: