hendey
20-01-09, 22:13
hello, i haven't really posted on here much, but I'm always here reading what others say, and do try to other help where possible.
i do not wish to go into the long drawn out story of my anxiety again, i honestly tire of stating everything to doctors and nurses.
anyway, on and off,since last may i have been having pains in my chest. I've had numerous ECG's all fine, i have even had an heart echo all fine, but i had, an exceriise test and they found that i had elevated blood pressure in my right arm, 170/90 or something, and normal ish 140/80 in my left arm. the doctors, have said nothing other than it is just how i'm desigined exectra. since then i've devloped slight swelling on both arms, and feet, but above all else, i keep getting pains in the top of my neck, and a great puylsing sensation. i keep getting a dull ahce still on and off in my left arm, from top to bttom, onthe whol tho mainly near my left wrist.
i am so fed up of this, i'm only 18, it's ruining my life, i keep fearing i'm gunna die, before i've even lived. I know a lot of it is anxiety related, but for days when i'm relaxed im still in pain. i was once so outgoing, so full of life and happiness, and now, i just keep imaging the worst.
i want to go to the doctors again, but I'm scared of what they might say or find, or i'm scared, they'll just say theres nothing wrong and i'll just end up more angry and neglected. i just don't feel normal anymore.
i do not wish to go into the long drawn out story of my anxiety again, i honestly tire of stating everything to doctors and nurses.
anyway, on and off,since last may i have been having pains in my chest. I've had numerous ECG's all fine, i have even had an heart echo all fine, but i had, an exceriise test and they found that i had elevated blood pressure in my right arm, 170/90 or something, and normal ish 140/80 in my left arm. the doctors, have said nothing other than it is just how i'm desigined exectra. since then i've devloped slight swelling on both arms, and feet, but above all else, i keep getting pains in the top of my neck, and a great puylsing sensation. i keep getting a dull ahce still on and off in my left arm, from top to bttom, onthe whol tho mainly near my left wrist.
i am so fed up of this, i'm only 18, it's ruining my life, i keep fearing i'm gunna die, before i've even lived. I know a lot of it is anxiety related, but for days when i'm relaxed im still in pain. i was once so outgoing, so full of life and happiness, and now, i just keep imaging the worst.
i want to go to the doctors again, but I'm scared of what they might say or find, or i'm scared, they'll just say theres nothing wrong and i'll just end up more angry and neglected. i just don't feel normal anymore.