rose09
22-01-09, 00:48
Hiya, my name is Rose.
Feels a bit funny putting all my worries and wo's onto people I hardly no ... but hay ho :)
Where has it all began ... I think it was about three years ago my Mum was diagnosed with breast cancer, shortly after this my Father died very suddenly.
Ever since this time I find myslef worrying about the slighest things really getting into a fixed panic about it, my heart starts to race fast and I feel like what I am worrying about takes control of me. It affects my every day life.
I have almost convinced myself that I have had nearly every cancer you can think of, been to the doctors so many times, they must think " oh no its her again!"
whilst I am worrying about something it affects my work and my ability to think straight. I put unecessary pressure on my family, boyfriend and friends seeking reassurance. It is just wearing me out.
At this moment in time i have developed a very saw/acheing area under my left armpit and cant think what it possibly could be, it hurts to touch and I am really worrying about it.
I really need to find a way to not allow myself to panic and worry about the slighest little thing, which I always find myself doing.
any replies will be greatly appreciated :D
Take it easy
Rose x
Feels a bit funny putting all my worries and wo's onto people I hardly no ... but hay ho :)
Where has it all began ... I think it was about three years ago my Mum was diagnosed with breast cancer, shortly after this my Father died very suddenly.
Ever since this time I find myslef worrying about the slighest things really getting into a fixed panic about it, my heart starts to race fast and I feel like what I am worrying about takes control of me. It affects my every day life.
I have almost convinced myself that I have had nearly every cancer you can think of, been to the doctors so many times, they must think " oh no its her again!"
whilst I am worrying about something it affects my work and my ability to think straight. I put unecessary pressure on my family, boyfriend and friends seeking reassurance. It is just wearing me out.
At this moment in time i have developed a very saw/acheing area under my left armpit and cant think what it possibly could be, it hurts to touch and I am really worrying about it.
I really need to find a way to not allow myself to panic and worry about the slighest little thing, which I always find myself doing.
any replies will be greatly appreciated :D
Take it easy
Rose x