darkphantom
09-07-05, 21:48
hi again sorry for posting again.
my depression has been bad for past 3 weeks, but i hate the night times im not sleeping or eating well and have lost lot weight.
during the day i dont answer phone and close the curtains and at nite i have to have all the lights off,
then for most of the night i just cry, it then gets bad and i have to hurt my self either cutting or hitting.
this is hard to say but the other nite i got in the car and drove it at a lorry the lorry flashed and hooted and i pulled away , i also cut things out the papers and take note of suicide attempts on tv, am i going mad i dont know can anyone understand this
susie
my depression has been bad for past 3 weeks, but i hate the night times im not sleeping or eating well and have lost lot weight.
during the day i dont answer phone and close the curtains and at nite i have to have all the lights off,
then for most of the night i just cry, it then gets bad and i have to hurt my self either cutting or hitting.
this is hard to say but the other nite i got in the car and drove it at a lorry the lorry flashed and hooted and i pulled away , i also cut things out the papers and take note of suicide attempts on tv, am i going mad i dont know can anyone understand this
susie