Maybe_Baby
29-01-09, 02:10
Im actually writing this, as i actually feel im about to die :(
Every night i dread going to bed.. I'll stay out as late as i can, or try to do something to avoid the thought of going to bed.
Its guaranteed im never ever asleep before 2am!!
I'll just lie awake, and everything goes through my mind .. When i eventually feel really tired and start to dose off, i'll jump and scare myself.
As soon as it hits about 10pm my anxiety flares up. I'll start to do this funny movement thing with my mouth, constantly gasp for air & monitor my heart :( (not good)
It gets gotten to the point where im actually never tired.
Im almost convinced my heart is going to stop.
Ive been tols so many times its not, and during the day im fine, but come night time im a mess.
Help :(
x
Every night i dread going to bed.. I'll stay out as late as i can, or try to do something to avoid the thought of going to bed.
Its guaranteed im never ever asleep before 2am!!
I'll just lie awake, and everything goes through my mind .. When i eventually feel really tired and start to dose off, i'll jump and scare myself.
As soon as it hits about 10pm my anxiety flares up. I'll start to do this funny movement thing with my mouth, constantly gasp for air & monitor my heart :( (not good)
It gets gotten to the point where im actually never tired.
Im almost convinced my heart is going to stop.
Ive been tols so many times its not, and during the day im fine, but come night time im a mess.
Help :(
x