agingwuss
29-01-09, 09:53
This is more just a rant to get things off my chest than anything else!
I've just made an appointment to see my doctor in a couple of hours & I'm already shaking with my stupid imagining of what he'll say. [he is a great bloke!] For about the last 2 and a half weeks I've had a change in my toilet habits. Well, not a change in habits - I'm still going regularly everyday at the usual time but my poo is looser. I've got no pain, I can't see any blood in it [and gosh, I've looked!]. But I'm STILL convinced it's cancer & I'm shaking with fear! And this is after a year when I've had cervical cancer, bladder cancer, mouth cancer, lumphoma etc etc
Why can't I behave like a sensible logical human being?! I could strangle myself!
Any comforting words from the great folks on this board would be much appreciated. I think if it hadn' t been for this board I would be in a mental home!:weep:
I've just made an appointment to see my doctor in a couple of hours & I'm already shaking with my stupid imagining of what he'll say. [he is a great bloke!] For about the last 2 and a half weeks I've had a change in my toilet habits. Well, not a change in habits - I'm still going regularly everyday at the usual time but my poo is looser. I've got no pain, I can't see any blood in it [and gosh, I've looked!]. But I'm STILL convinced it's cancer & I'm shaking with fear! And this is after a year when I've had cervical cancer, bladder cancer, mouth cancer, lumphoma etc etc
Why can't I behave like a sensible logical human being?! I could strangle myself!
Any comforting words from the great folks on this board would be much appreciated. I think if it hadn' t been for this board I would be in a mental home!:weep: