darkphantom
13-07-05, 00:25
Hi yes me again,
got to get my anger, out i was having a really great day i have met a fantastic friend here they know who they are x and cause of her and all of you and the love i have for you all i stopped myself harming.
my husband is not helping we just had big fight. i still got hand in plaster im doing all i can round the house and with the dogs i was told by doc to sign off work due to hand and i having trouble eating in 17 days ive had about 5 meals i live off biscuit and toast trouble is im diabetic. but i havent i am working with one hand, and doing any extra time im so tired, he doesnt help with shopping. then tonight when asked him to open can for me he went into one, and had right go. i just feel like giving up nothing i do is ever right, i truely feel my family want rid of me. but i cant give in i promised someone special and all you that i wouldnt and i cant break that, have i done right by writing this rather than harm. got to keep walking forward. i wish my husband would understand like you all do. you all have faith in me that why not giving in
love you all
thankyou for listerning
susie
got to get my anger, out i was having a really great day i have met a fantastic friend here they know who they are x and cause of her and all of you and the love i have for you all i stopped myself harming.
my husband is not helping we just had big fight. i still got hand in plaster im doing all i can round the house and with the dogs i was told by doc to sign off work due to hand and i having trouble eating in 17 days ive had about 5 meals i live off biscuit and toast trouble is im diabetic. but i havent i am working with one hand, and doing any extra time im so tired, he doesnt help with shopping. then tonight when asked him to open can for me he went into one, and had right go. i just feel like giving up nothing i do is ever right, i truely feel my family want rid of me. but i cant give in i promised someone special and all you that i wouldnt and i cant break that, have i done right by writing this rather than harm. got to keep walking forward. i wish my husband would understand like you all do. you all have faith in me that why not giving in
love you all
thankyou for listerning
susie