Lilcharlie
10-02-09, 12:55
Hello everybody,
I have joined this site today in the hope of im not suffering alone and hope to speak with everyone with the same problem, This is about me.....
My name is Charlotte Iam 24 years old, I live with my fiance and we have 2 boys Alfie aged 3 and George aged 10 months,
My problems started when i was 19, I went to undergo a laparoscopy, a simple operation where they go through your belly button but the thing is when they injected me to go to sleep they injected me with the wrong thing, and so i was paralised i couldnt breath and i couldnt move, i thought i was going to die,
I was aware of everything of what happened to me, and a tube went down my throat and a machine took over my breathing, I was scared out of my mind!
To this day i have suffered since i was 19, so i have suffered 5 years,
Everyday is a struggle, I feel iam going to die i go dizzy, my partner cant cope he said iam hard to live with, We have been together 4 years now, And we dont go out, im scared to go out anywhere or do anything, If i go to the shops i feel all dizzy and feel so faint this then starts my anxiety off,
I hate going to bed, i fear everything everyday, I constantly live at the doctors to, but they just say take this pill and take that pill, They have offered me a anti depressant today but i wont take it iam so scared of the side effects,
Thank you for reading about me, I hope to chat to you all very soon
xx
I have joined this site today in the hope of im not suffering alone and hope to speak with everyone with the same problem, This is about me.....
My name is Charlotte Iam 24 years old, I live with my fiance and we have 2 boys Alfie aged 3 and George aged 10 months,
My problems started when i was 19, I went to undergo a laparoscopy, a simple operation where they go through your belly button but the thing is when they injected me to go to sleep they injected me with the wrong thing, and so i was paralised i couldnt breath and i couldnt move, i thought i was going to die,
I was aware of everything of what happened to me, and a tube went down my throat and a machine took over my breathing, I was scared out of my mind!
To this day i have suffered since i was 19, so i have suffered 5 years,
Everyday is a struggle, I feel iam going to die i go dizzy, my partner cant cope he said iam hard to live with, We have been together 4 years now, And we dont go out, im scared to go out anywhere or do anything, If i go to the shops i feel all dizzy and feel so faint this then starts my anxiety off,
I hate going to bed, i fear everything everyday, I constantly live at the doctors to, but they just say take this pill and take that pill, They have offered me a anti depressant today but i wont take it iam so scared of the side effects,
Thank you for reading about me, I hope to chat to you all very soon
xx