guardian angel
11-02-09, 13:56
Hello everyone,
I'm so pleased to have found this place although I'm not sure what I have can be considered anxiety attacks, it's more pervasive anxiety. In fact, I didn't know what it was for a long time, I'd just feel dizzy and feel like I was falling when I got into bed, not feel quite 'myself' and would find it hard to focus on life's stuff. Sometimes it would go and others be much worse with headache and muscle aches included. Recently we lost my father in law to alzheimer's and my latest fear is that my poor memory and processing is down to early onset dementia. I'm 39.
I can't stop thinking that I'm going to die and leave my children with no mum. It is making life a complete misery and it's so hard to put my thoughts together that I do feel like I'm losing my grip on life. Does anyone else feel this way? I'm just so low and stressed atm but hopefully there is help out there, I just need to find a way through it :)
Sorry to go on,
Hayley
I'm so pleased to have found this place although I'm not sure what I have can be considered anxiety attacks, it's more pervasive anxiety. In fact, I didn't know what it was for a long time, I'd just feel dizzy and feel like I was falling when I got into bed, not feel quite 'myself' and would find it hard to focus on life's stuff. Sometimes it would go and others be much worse with headache and muscle aches included. Recently we lost my father in law to alzheimer's and my latest fear is that my poor memory and processing is down to early onset dementia. I'm 39.
I can't stop thinking that I'm going to die and leave my children with no mum. It is making life a complete misery and it's so hard to put my thoughts together that I do feel like I'm losing my grip on life. Does anyone else feel this way? I'm just so low and stressed atm but hopefully there is help out there, I just need to find a way through it :)
Sorry to go on,
Hayley