gezmarelda
12-02-09, 10:12
Hello,
I am a sufferer.
I tend to get my panic attacks when I am around people. Or more desriptive when I need to deal with them.
I'm a hospitality student, and so part of my coarse is working in a restaraunt. We've been doing this for 3 weeks now and for the 3 weeks I have been ill and avoided going. I have all intentions of going, getting up and doing my morning thing, then all of a sudden the sense of dread, and then my breathing goes, the dizzieness and then the sickness, and then I find myself passed out on the bathroom floor, or whatever room I find myself in when it comes.
I have been to the doctors, and I have to start attending group sessions. I have spoke to my head lecturar about it to and she is going to put help in there for me.
But I'm beinging to thing that if its affecting me this way then maybe its the wrong career path for me. Maybe I am better suited to a job were I dont need to deal with damanding customers.
The doctor said that avoidence is a huge thing, well in my case anyway, and I am totally 100 % in agreement. The amount of coarses and the amount of jobs I've given up because of the panic, is shockingly high. I am actually suprised I've lasted this long in my coarse now.
Well I will stop rambling,
Thanks for reading.
x x x
I am a sufferer.
I tend to get my panic attacks when I am around people. Or more desriptive when I need to deal with them.
I'm a hospitality student, and so part of my coarse is working in a restaraunt. We've been doing this for 3 weeks now and for the 3 weeks I have been ill and avoided going. I have all intentions of going, getting up and doing my morning thing, then all of a sudden the sense of dread, and then my breathing goes, the dizzieness and then the sickness, and then I find myself passed out on the bathroom floor, or whatever room I find myself in when it comes.
I have been to the doctors, and I have to start attending group sessions. I have spoke to my head lecturar about it to and she is going to put help in there for me.
But I'm beinging to thing that if its affecting me this way then maybe its the wrong career path for me. Maybe I am better suited to a job were I dont need to deal with damanding customers.
The doctor said that avoidence is a huge thing, well in my case anyway, and I am totally 100 % in agreement. The amount of coarses and the amount of jobs I've given up because of the panic, is shockingly high. I am actually suprised I've lasted this long in my coarse now.
Well I will stop rambling,
Thanks for reading.
x x x