elrpigeon
17-07-05, 22:35
I cant believe it, i did the train journey that lasted more then the 2hrs and 20 minutes it should have!! It was like 2hrs and 30 or 40 minutes or a bit more maybe!!
AND i went out with mark to a few places in his car and i am so chuffed i did it, the build up is the worst as always but i am so happy i did it, it was worth it and more, i got to proove i could do this, and i want to do this again, and i have had enough of doing nothing because i get scared so no more, i will start the ball rolling even more and do more things, and it was also good as i got to see his home and the beautiful places surrounding it, and i got to be with him. I am a little upset now as i have been home for about 40 minutes after 3hrs in a car (my parents picked me up as i havent got resistance to missing mark so that and train journey was a bit much for the first time) and miss mark so much it hurts but im so glad i did it, and he was proud of me and i dont think missing him and hurting about not being with mark could ever take that away from myself [^] so yay..!
Emily X
Power of the mind is incredible, we got thinking negative by it, we can get out thinking positive too!
AND i went out with mark to a few places in his car and i am so chuffed i did it, the build up is the worst as always but i am so happy i did it, it was worth it and more, i got to proove i could do this, and i want to do this again, and i have had enough of doing nothing because i get scared so no more, i will start the ball rolling even more and do more things, and it was also good as i got to see his home and the beautiful places surrounding it, and i got to be with him. I am a little upset now as i have been home for about 40 minutes after 3hrs in a car (my parents picked me up as i havent got resistance to missing mark so that and train journey was a bit much for the first time) and miss mark so much it hurts but im so glad i did it, and he was proud of me and i dont think missing him and hurting about not being with mark could ever take that away from myself [^] so yay..!
Emily X
Power of the mind is incredible, we got thinking negative by it, we can get out thinking positive too!