Beckster26
16-02-09, 20:34
I apologise in advance for writting this thread I just know that when I am feeling like this I know I can vent on here SORRY!!!!
For the first time in ages I rang in sick today I just didnt want to go and be around people I feel like I have to put an act on when I am around people I feel like I have to be the 'old Becky' making jokes and messing around when all want to do is lock myself in my room and cry until I have no more tears left. I have been doing so well I have even applied for a new job and got an interview which I should be really excited about it but I just cant seem to get excited about anything I have started to avoid being with my friends because I am scared that they are going to get sick of me and stop speaking to me which I know they wouldnt they are all really concerned about me and even getting upset because I wont talk to them.
I am feeling really lost the moment!!!!!!!
For the first time in ages I rang in sick today I just didnt want to go and be around people I feel like I have to put an act on when I am around people I feel like I have to be the 'old Becky' making jokes and messing around when all want to do is lock myself in my room and cry until I have no more tears left. I have been doing so well I have even applied for a new job and got an interview which I should be really excited about it but I just cant seem to get excited about anything I have started to avoid being with my friends because I am scared that they are going to get sick of me and stop speaking to me which I know they wouldnt they are all really concerned about me and even getting upset because I wont talk to them.
I am feeling really lost the moment!!!!!!!