melodinpanic
17-02-09, 19:55
This morning my friend asked 'How are you doing?' and I answered 'I don't know yet, I still have to decide what cancer I'm having today...'
Don't you just wake up every morning thinking 'what will it be today?'
My symptoms change so much, even during the day.
This morning I had dizziness and headache and I was thinking' mmm, brain tumor', and this afternoon the dizziness was gone but I had pain in my bladder, and now it's my pancreas that hurts.
In the beginning when my anxiety has just started, I had just a few symptoms. Months after months they multiplied.
Whats going on? Actually it kind of make me feel better when I see that it's different symptoms, because I think 'I cannot have illnesses all over my body', it just anxiety.'
:whiplash:I swear, I'm going to get out of this mental prison!
Don't you just wake up every morning thinking 'what will it be today?'
My symptoms change so much, even during the day.
This morning I had dizziness and headache and I was thinking' mmm, brain tumor', and this afternoon the dizziness was gone but I had pain in my bladder, and now it's my pancreas that hurts.
In the beginning when my anxiety has just started, I had just a few symptoms. Months after months they multiplied.
Whats going on? Actually it kind of make me feel better when I see that it's different symptoms, because I think 'I cannot have illnesses all over my body', it just anxiety.'
:whiplash:I swear, I'm going to get out of this mental prison!