kate H
20-02-09, 12:45
Hi Guys,
Havent written for a while, am in a bit of a state at the moment.
My HUge insecurity issues and the fact i just cant seem to trust has meant i have lost the man i love.
I just cant get a grip, constantly think he will cheat on me, still convinced he is seeing his ex wife, am laways chekcing his phone,facebook account and then kick of if i see something i dont like the look of.
I have decided to bite the bullet and have some therapy as i cant go on like it any more.
I am really hoping it is going to helo but am also very dubious of spilling my life story as there are somethings that have happened in my life that i have told no one, not even my mum who i tell most things.
I desperately want him back and love him so much but know i need to change my inner self.
I feel so low and crap right now, am barely eating, sleep is distubed and just feel like my life is over ad ive got to start all over again
xx
Havent written for a while, am in a bit of a state at the moment.
My HUge insecurity issues and the fact i just cant seem to trust has meant i have lost the man i love.
I just cant get a grip, constantly think he will cheat on me, still convinced he is seeing his ex wife, am laways chekcing his phone,facebook account and then kick of if i see something i dont like the look of.
I have decided to bite the bullet and have some therapy as i cant go on like it any more.
I am really hoping it is going to helo but am also very dubious of spilling my life story as there are somethings that have happened in my life that i have told no one, not even my mum who i tell most things.
I desperately want him back and love him so much but know i need to change my inner self.
I feel so low and crap right now, am barely eating, sleep is distubed and just feel like my life is over ad ive got to start all over again
xx