amandaj
03-03-09, 12:06
well yesterday went for a assesment to see what help i could actually get but its still a waiting game with that, anyway my dad rings me last night to see how id got on bless him he is 82,and told me he has got to have a stint put in im so worried cos of his age and they cant do it at our local hospital which is 5 mins away ,he will have to go to john radcliffe which is about 40 miles away from us , how the hell am i gonig to get there i dont go out ive got a phobia of hospitals also, but my dad needs me i feel so selfish and in tatters over this what if something happens to him and i cant get there cos of my stupid health anxiety agrophobia and depression :weep: