MissiD
04-03-09, 13:59
Hi all
I'm not sure that anyone can actually help wth this but I'm feeling a bit delicate today & I guess am in need of some words of support. I hope I'm posting this in the right place?
I've got a pathetic cold but I'm also in quite a bit of pain from a pulled neck/shoulder. I'm supposed to be visiting a good friend in hospital today following the birth of her first child by caesarian. I know she could do with some company & of course I would love to see her and the new baby but I just don't don't feel I can face the 5th floor of a hospital today :weep: I've had panic attacks in hospitals before and I guess that thought is on my mind, and the way I'm feeling today I'm worried that I'll feel trapped & have to leave the hospital & then I'll feel even worse about myself :unsure:
I know I need to think about how I'm feeling & not put too much pressure on myself but I do feel guilty about not going... I know tomorrow's another day though & hopefully I'll be feeling better.
Mel
I'm not sure that anyone can actually help wth this but I'm feeling a bit delicate today & I guess am in need of some words of support. I hope I'm posting this in the right place?
I've got a pathetic cold but I'm also in quite a bit of pain from a pulled neck/shoulder. I'm supposed to be visiting a good friend in hospital today following the birth of her first child by caesarian. I know she could do with some company & of course I would love to see her and the new baby but I just don't don't feel I can face the 5th floor of a hospital today :weep: I've had panic attacks in hospitals before and I guess that thought is on my mind, and the way I'm feeling today I'm worried that I'll feel trapped & have to leave the hospital & then I'll feel even worse about myself :unsure:
I know I need to think about how I'm feeling & not put too much pressure on myself but I do feel guilty about not going... I know tomorrow's another day though & hopefully I'll be feeling better.
Mel