Claireabell
26-07-05, 12:14
I just wanted to share this with someone.
I have had a good couple of days with regards to my anxiety which has been great, I have been feeling really positive :)
Last night about 7ish I could hear shouting outside and went to have a look from the window, I wish I didn't. It was horrible. Serves me right for being nosy. That was some kind of arguement between a man and a women, then it just escalated out of control. Other people got involved and then some crazy guy came running out with a metal bar in his hand, then someone came out with a cricket bat. It was horrible but I just couldn't pull myself away from the window. I think it was because I was worried someone was going to get hurt or die. I could see somebody on the phone to the police so I knew they would be there soon. It seemed like ages before they came and everybody ran off.
What also makes me upset is the fact that these people had children who were watching and crying, I really feel sorry for these children. What will they be like when they grow up? How will they be affected by what they see?
When I was growing up my parents argued all the time, never violent but the arguing was bad enough. I thinks it's because of this that I do not like confrontation of any kind. I will do anything to keep the peace, even when I know someone is wrong. Then I feel frustrated with myself for not standing up for what I feel. Seeing what happened makes me feel like not wanting to go out, it sets me back. I am so nervous of people and find it hard to trust. Do other people feel the same? There is always something that happens to set you back. How do you build up a resistance to this? How do you make yourself strong?
Sorry just had to get this off my chest [Sigh...]
Please feel free to PM me if you feel the same, let me know how I can beat his fear.
Claireabell :(
I have had a good couple of days with regards to my anxiety which has been great, I have been feeling really positive :)
Last night about 7ish I could hear shouting outside and went to have a look from the window, I wish I didn't. It was horrible. Serves me right for being nosy. That was some kind of arguement between a man and a women, then it just escalated out of control. Other people got involved and then some crazy guy came running out with a metal bar in his hand, then someone came out with a cricket bat. It was horrible but I just couldn't pull myself away from the window. I think it was because I was worried someone was going to get hurt or die. I could see somebody on the phone to the police so I knew they would be there soon. It seemed like ages before they came and everybody ran off.
What also makes me upset is the fact that these people had children who were watching and crying, I really feel sorry for these children. What will they be like when they grow up? How will they be affected by what they see?
When I was growing up my parents argued all the time, never violent but the arguing was bad enough. I thinks it's because of this that I do not like confrontation of any kind. I will do anything to keep the peace, even when I know someone is wrong. Then I feel frustrated with myself for not standing up for what I feel. Seeing what happened makes me feel like not wanting to go out, it sets me back. I am so nervous of people and find it hard to trust. Do other people feel the same? There is always something that happens to set you back. How do you build up a resistance to this? How do you make yourself strong?
Sorry just had to get this off my chest [Sigh...]
Please feel free to PM me if you feel the same, let me know how I can beat his fear.
Claireabell :(