Carol27
07-03-09, 11:38
Hi everyone, last week i had some periods where i felt a bit more hopeful, the bizarre thought that i've had for weeks was even not there sometimes, it kept coming back in between. Then yesterday afternoon another bizarre off the wall one which i originally had came back again and scared me again, i was shocked and upset as i thought this one had gone, i've been awake since 1.30 this morning panicking and crying worrying its back to stay and i will now have two bizarre ones going on. I don't know why my thoughts have to be more bizarre than other ones i read about and that in itself scare me and makes me worry its not anxiety thoughts especially as they are i am and not what if, please can anyone help and advise, i am so scared by all this, i used to be such a strong confident person who wasn't scared of much before this morphine withdrawal started all this off, thankyou so much, Carol.