sMINT
09-03-09, 15:59
Ive just had the biggest outburst of Anger and stress in my whole life.
I cant cope living with my parents.
Im 18 and as much as I love them they are ruining me.
Today I was due to go see some student halls for when I go to Uni next year and as I left with my dad he started screaming at me saying have I brought ID, I told him I wont need it and I had a massive outburst of anger and couldn't breath. We came back to the house and it took me an hour to calm down before we left again. I had a panic attack all the way there then :weep: Turns out when I got there an hour later, Did I need the ID he demanded I go get? No.
I just asked my mum to book an appointment for the doctors for me as I was out as I was told by my doctor last week to come down and see him again. As I came in she was on the phone to them. So she was telling me I cant have an ECG test & a doctors appointment on the same day due to the doctors doing emergency appointments in the afternoon and only ECG in the morning (I was told by my doctor to book both of these on the same day). So I tell my mum to tell the woman I will ring them back later. Would she listen...No! I told her again and again. My mum is the most stuborn woman EVERRRRRRRRR.
She then tells me she is going to go down the doctors surgery to book one there face to face. I told her dont go down. Would she listen. No! Thats when I had the worst outburst of anger ever. I thought my head was going to explode as I had to keep screaming at her telling her not to go down in person. She wouldnt listen and kept sayign she is going down. I told her this is my appointment I will book it myself.
As well as these 2 examples. They both constanlty pick holes in me every single day from the moment I get up and am making brekfast "Dont make a mess" Im being told. throughout the whole day till I go to bed.
I honestly will NEVER get better living in the same house as these. Its killing me. I thought my dad would understand as he suffered depression and lost his previous job from it and my mum used to suffer panic attacks. They dont give a damn though. Always shouting and stressing me out pointlessly
Sorry for the big long rant. I am so angry right now so probably rambling on lol
I cant cope living with my parents.
Im 18 and as much as I love them they are ruining me.
Today I was due to go see some student halls for when I go to Uni next year and as I left with my dad he started screaming at me saying have I brought ID, I told him I wont need it and I had a massive outburst of anger and couldn't breath. We came back to the house and it took me an hour to calm down before we left again. I had a panic attack all the way there then :weep: Turns out when I got there an hour later, Did I need the ID he demanded I go get? No.
I just asked my mum to book an appointment for the doctors for me as I was out as I was told by my doctor last week to come down and see him again. As I came in she was on the phone to them. So she was telling me I cant have an ECG test & a doctors appointment on the same day due to the doctors doing emergency appointments in the afternoon and only ECG in the morning (I was told by my doctor to book both of these on the same day). So I tell my mum to tell the woman I will ring them back later. Would she listen...No! I told her again and again. My mum is the most stuborn woman EVERRRRRRRRR.
She then tells me she is going to go down the doctors surgery to book one there face to face. I told her dont go down. Would she listen. No! Thats when I had the worst outburst of anger ever. I thought my head was going to explode as I had to keep screaming at her telling her not to go down in person. She wouldnt listen and kept sayign she is going down. I told her this is my appointment I will book it myself.
As well as these 2 examples. They both constanlty pick holes in me every single day from the moment I get up and am making brekfast "Dont make a mess" Im being told. throughout the whole day till I go to bed.
I honestly will NEVER get better living in the same house as these. Its killing me. I thought my dad would understand as he suffered depression and lost his previous job from it and my mum used to suffer panic attacks. They dont give a damn though. Always shouting and stressing me out pointlessly
Sorry for the big long rant. I am so angry right now so probably rambling on lol