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17-03-09, 22:21
Good Evening to All.
I shouldn't be having these thoughts. Nope, not at all. But there's just so much going on in my life between college, having no income but have a strenuous job, and family that thinks i'm crazy.
For the past two weeks I've been having trouble with my bowel movements to where I dont even know whats "normal" anymore.
I barely eat, and i feel like i get full after a tiny bit of a meal.
Everything I do eat however gives me gas, and stomach cramps. Sometimes it feels like i'm gonna throw up.
I space out because I'm terrified I have cancer.
I've lost weight. I haven't been able to sleep because I'm just scared.
I feel like I can't breath because, I panic. Pure and Simple.
I don't smoke, do drugs, or drink.
Never touched any of that stuff in my life.
& I'm not pregnet cause I'm still a virgin.
There is no history of any cancer in my family.
Every new little aspect I realize about my body got my mind going all crazy.. I tell my parents but they don't help.
I'm going to a gastro doctor tomorrow, and I started crying at the dinner table. I reconciled to them with the thought of there actually being something really wrong, to where my mom goes.. "So freaking deal with it."
I dont know what to do.
Does anyone have any ways they can help me? I'm so terrified.
I shouldn't be having these thoughts. Nope, not at all. But there's just so much going on in my life between college, having no income but have a strenuous job, and family that thinks i'm crazy.
For the past two weeks I've been having trouble with my bowel movements to where I dont even know whats "normal" anymore.
I barely eat, and i feel like i get full after a tiny bit of a meal.
Everything I do eat however gives me gas, and stomach cramps. Sometimes it feels like i'm gonna throw up.
I space out because I'm terrified I have cancer.
I've lost weight. I haven't been able to sleep because I'm just scared.
I feel like I can't breath because, I panic. Pure and Simple.
I don't smoke, do drugs, or drink.
Never touched any of that stuff in my life.
& I'm not pregnet cause I'm still a virgin.
There is no history of any cancer in my family.
Every new little aspect I realize about my body got my mind going all crazy.. I tell my parents but they don't help.
I'm going to a gastro doctor tomorrow, and I started crying at the dinner table. I reconciled to them with the thought of there actually being something really wrong, to where my mom goes.. "So freaking deal with it."
I dont know what to do.
Does anyone have any ways they can help me? I'm so terrified.