phil06
20-03-09, 22:47
I feel like I am going to be single forever It's been almost two years since my last long term g.f and since then had many dates that's never been the right one and I've not had a date in a few months and I just feel now it could be years if ever.
I am at the stage where I have tried and had that much rejection I have little fresh hope when the odd chance of chatting to someone new comes up. I use to be optimistic but the long term single period has dropped my confidence and I have suffered lots of anxiety. I worry how I will treat the next g.f and battle awful HOCD thoughts and relationship OCD at times.
I just can't seem to see clear at the moment I use to be able to map things out but I get horrible fears like what If I end up no longer being into woman? it's awful as I'd like to find a nice g.f. Basically on general I feel my anxiety will never be over I know it's common but i worry because I worry and the fact I can't see a clear picture all the time.
I feel the same about new jobs feel I have tried everything and am stuck in my current job I hate. I've applied to some new jobs but feel very little hope given the current economic situation.
I have positives going around which is great but work and my love life means alot to me and I just feel I'm not quite where I want to be. Just can't be bothered with any at the moment.
Does anybody else feel this way? Am I normal? Will I ever see clealy again? :shrug:
I am at the stage where I have tried and had that much rejection I have little fresh hope when the odd chance of chatting to someone new comes up. I use to be optimistic but the long term single period has dropped my confidence and I have suffered lots of anxiety. I worry how I will treat the next g.f and battle awful HOCD thoughts and relationship OCD at times.
I just can't seem to see clear at the moment I use to be able to map things out but I get horrible fears like what If I end up no longer being into woman? it's awful as I'd like to find a nice g.f. Basically on general I feel my anxiety will never be over I know it's common but i worry because I worry and the fact I can't see a clear picture all the time.
I feel the same about new jobs feel I have tried everything and am stuck in my current job I hate. I've applied to some new jobs but feel very little hope given the current economic situation.
I have positives going around which is great but work and my love life means alot to me and I just feel I'm not quite where I want to be. Just can't be bothered with any at the moment.
Does anybody else feel this way? Am I normal? Will I ever see clealy again? :shrug: