Mondie
31-03-09, 22:52
My bf is away for 10 days skiing and I'm home alone and so scared.
I have had what I thought was pain in my ovaries, but I am now not sure what is wrong with me. My left ovary area hurts still and I am weeing constantly day and night, I have just felt what I think is a lump in the area or it could be on my bladder (I could feel it more definitely when my bladder is full) My left lower back also aches and I am so scared that I have cancer and my bf normally talks me down, but I am all alone and no one else I know knows about my health anxiety. I want to go to the doctors, but I don't because I'm scared and I also think that my doctor will just put it down to my anxiety and not take my concerns seriously.
I hate my life, hate it, hate it, hate it...............:weep:
I have had what I thought was pain in my ovaries, but I am now not sure what is wrong with me. My left ovary area hurts still and I am weeing constantly day and night, I have just felt what I think is a lump in the area or it could be on my bladder (I could feel it more definitely when my bladder is full) My left lower back also aches and I am so scared that I have cancer and my bf normally talks me down, but I am all alone and no one else I know knows about my health anxiety. I want to go to the doctors, but I don't because I'm scared and I also think that my doctor will just put it down to my anxiety and not take my concerns seriously.
I hate my life, hate it, hate it, hate it...............:weep: