Stressed32
01-04-09, 18:13
HELP>>>>my mind is playing games with me today and my anxiety is back in full force...I can't even get my work done today and my chest is tight again, hurts to swallow and breath! My fear like lots of you is HIV. I had a neg. test in 07 and normal bloodwork 2 weeks ago AND a bout of phenomnia that went away without a hospital visit in 3 days! However, yesterday I got some lab work back that said my progestrone levels are low and I have a hormone imbalance. Now I am quickly spinning into my HIV hole again...please help me out here guys.
Please tell me I am right in that if I had HIV my white blood cells would have been wacky enough to warrent further testing when I had my complete blood count done just 2 weeks ago as it would have been over a year since my mistake. Also, please tell me that I am logical to remember that when I had phenomnia, my white blood count was high fighting that infection....a great indicator of a working immune system not one wreaked with HIV.
Please remind me of how small the odds are that I even contracted this to begin with...please remind me that all of this anxiety not my body's way of warning me that something dreadful is wrong....please tell me something and tell me that hormone imbalance is not a symptom of HIV!
Please tell me I am right in that if I had HIV my white blood cells would have been wacky enough to warrent further testing when I had my complete blood count done just 2 weeks ago as it would have been over a year since my mistake. Also, please tell me that I am logical to remember that when I had phenomnia, my white blood count was high fighting that infection....a great indicator of a working immune system not one wreaked with HIV.
Please remind me of how small the odds are that I even contracted this to begin with...please remind me that all of this anxiety not my body's way of warning me that something dreadful is wrong....please tell me something and tell me that hormone imbalance is not a symptom of HIV!