Peru83
12-08-05, 15:37
Not too sure where this should of been posted so I just put it here.
Last night I found it soo hard to sleep for worrying about going to the doctors, I think I slept for about 3 hours in total [|)]. This morning I felt really sick and panicky, to be honest I think I was like that because I was scared I wasn't going to say what I should, almost like I would forget what to say when I got there! I decided to have a bath before I went and to be honest didn't really make me feel good at all I actually felt really dizzy (think it could of been too hot), when I got out and sat infront of the mirror to do my hair my nose started bleeding for no reason! this made me feel particuarly anxious. Thankfully didn't go into total panic, I did parp for britian though[:I], in the taxi and everything, I was mortified[:o)].
Anyways I got a taxi there cause I just felt too shaky to walk and I took my son for company and left my man with the twins. When I got there I found I wasn't too bad, bit shaky, sweaty and parping!lol. I was soo nervous to find out what doctor I had as there is one in particular that is totally un sympathetic and makes you feel stupid! Thankfully it wasn't her, I got this really nice girl, so was soo understanding. She sat and listend to everything I had to say, I didn't feel rushed or patrinised it was a great load off my mind. I did however loose my compossure and break down in tears, I dont think she could make much sense of me at that point with all the blubering and slavering, lol, but she got me a box of tissues and told me just to take my time:D. She has managed to assure me of quite a few worries that I have had, like my health worries. Especially with the tingling in my hands and feet, she couldn't stress enough how common that was with stress and anxiety.
I asked her about my CBT and how long it would be and she informed me that I haven't been put forward for CBT I have been put forward for a Phsyciatric evaluation. Scared me a bit when she said that but I was assured it was procedure. She has also put me up to Citalopram 30mg and said that she will work me up to 40mg. I feel better with this doctor and hope to have her again. Whats bad though is I never caught her name, too busy having a bubble.
Well just thought that I would let you all know how it went.
Maybe speak to some of you in chat tonight, mind you Big Bro is on so I wont be on when that is as I will be glued to my tele with a curry! (shock with the curry eh,lol)
Take Carexx
Claire
"Of all the things I've lost I miss my mind the most!"
Last night I found it soo hard to sleep for worrying about going to the doctors, I think I slept for about 3 hours in total [|)]. This morning I felt really sick and panicky, to be honest I think I was like that because I was scared I wasn't going to say what I should, almost like I would forget what to say when I got there! I decided to have a bath before I went and to be honest didn't really make me feel good at all I actually felt really dizzy (think it could of been too hot), when I got out and sat infront of the mirror to do my hair my nose started bleeding for no reason! this made me feel particuarly anxious. Thankfully didn't go into total panic, I did parp for britian though[:I], in the taxi and everything, I was mortified[:o)].
Anyways I got a taxi there cause I just felt too shaky to walk and I took my son for company and left my man with the twins. When I got there I found I wasn't too bad, bit shaky, sweaty and parping!lol. I was soo nervous to find out what doctor I had as there is one in particular that is totally un sympathetic and makes you feel stupid! Thankfully it wasn't her, I got this really nice girl, so was soo understanding. She sat and listend to everything I had to say, I didn't feel rushed or patrinised it was a great load off my mind. I did however loose my compossure and break down in tears, I dont think she could make much sense of me at that point with all the blubering and slavering, lol, but she got me a box of tissues and told me just to take my time:D. She has managed to assure me of quite a few worries that I have had, like my health worries. Especially with the tingling in my hands and feet, she couldn't stress enough how common that was with stress and anxiety.
I asked her about my CBT and how long it would be and she informed me that I haven't been put forward for CBT I have been put forward for a Phsyciatric evaluation. Scared me a bit when she said that but I was assured it was procedure. She has also put me up to Citalopram 30mg and said that she will work me up to 40mg. I feel better with this doctor and hope to have her again. Whats bad though is I never caught her name, too busy having a bubble.
Well just thought that I would let you all know how it went.
Maybe speak to some of you in chat tonight, mind you Big Bro is on so I wont be on when that is as I will be glued to my tele with a curry! (shock with the curry eh,lol)
Take Carexx
Claire
"Of all the things I've lost I miss my mind the most!"