emma30982
11-04-09, 12:05
PLEASE READ AND VOICE YOUR VIEWS I NEED HELP
I was living in australia with my children and partner for 14 months, i became very depressed there and thats when my anxiety started due to me missing my family who i was really close with. I returned home to london to try and get myself better as i couldn't out there beacause i didn't want my children seeing me in that state. but now i know i dont want to go back. im on medication and the doctors tell me not to worry as this wont help my condition, but im finding really hard beacause my children are half way across the world. i know i want to stay here in london with my family but i feel so bad making my kids come home from australia as they have a good life there. i think sometimes leave them there so they have a good education but how will it effect them not having their mum there. my son is 9 and my daughter 5 i have brought them up and done everything for them they are my world but im in such a terriable position and dont know what to do?
i know what ever option i take could be the wrong one. i did try and go back but had a complete panic attack in the departure lonuge at heathrow and couldn't get on the flight i feel so annoyed with myself but i cant seem to control anything anymore i used to be such a strong person and great mum?:weep:
I was living in australia with my children and partner for 14 months, i became very depressed there and thats when my anxiety started due to me missing my family who i was really close with. I returned home to london to try and get myself better as i couldn't out there beacause i didn't want my children seeing me in that state. but now i know i dont want to go back. im on medication and the doctors tell me not to worry as this wont help my condition, but im finding really hard beacause my children are half way across the world. i know i want to stay here in london with my family but i feel so bad making my kids come home from australia as they have a good life there. i think sometimes leave them there so they have a good education but how will it effect them not having their mum there. my son is 9 and my daughter 5 i have brought them up and done everything for them they are my world but im in such a terriable position and dont know what to do?
i know what ever option i take could be the wrong one. i did try and go back but had a complete panic attack in the departure lonuge at heathrow and couldn't get on the flight i feel so annoyed with myself but i cant seem to control anything anymore i used to be such a strong person and great mum?:weep: