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18-04-09, 03:56
Greetings dear friends of No Panic.
Well, I thought I could live on my own two feet for atleast a week, but I guess not.
We read a story in my College Lit class all about how life is crazy.. until we got to the part where the author stated it's possible to just stop breathing and all the weird sensations you get with it... Being a hypocon. this made my mind go insane.. and it was than i noticed changes in breathing.. my nose started to tingle like it always does.. and it felt like my sinuses were being inflammed.. like my whole face went numb.. and i started loosing focus.. and after words for the whole day, i kept focusing on my breathing, and the depersonalization kicked in.
And than thats when the thoughts of brain tumors, and strokes, and having unknown illnesses i'm not aware of shot back.
I know that the blood tests results came back perfect, and so did the CT scans that i've had.. the organs are functioning correctly, and with all the junk food i eat, my cholesterol level was just as the doctor loves to see it.
I mean, theres gotta be reasons why one can just like stop breathing right?
I just wish I could be... happy? the crazy care free i once was..
Any thoughts?
Well, I thought I could live on my own two feet for atleast a week, but I guess not.
We read a story in my College Lit class all about how life is crazy.. until we got to the part where the author stated it's possible to just stop breathing and all the weird sensations you get with it... Being a hypocon. this made my mind go insane.. and it was than i noticed changes in breathing.. my nose started to tingle like it always does.. and it felt like my sinuses were being inflammed.. like my whole face went numb.. and i started loosing focus.. and after words for the whole day, i kept focusing on my breathing, and the depersonalization kicked in.
And than thats when the thoughts of brain tumors, and strokes, and having unknown illnesses i'm not aware of shot back.
I know that the blood tests results came back perfect, and so did the CT scans that i've had.. the organs are functioning correctly, and with all the junk food i eat, my cholesterol level was just as the doctor loves to see it.
I mean, theres gotta be reasons why one can just like stop breathing right?
I just wish I could be... happy? the crazy care free i once was..
Any thoughts?