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24-04-09, 21:13
Greetings.
My name is Ken, I'm 24 years old and work with drawings for a large defense company. I don't have many friends, but that doesn't stop me from doing what is fun! Now half extravert/introvert, things seem to be going smoothly.
This site has really helped me in understanding just how much anxiety there was going on inside me. I've always been a logical person, but illogical when it comes to ignoring the unimportant details (heh, go figure).
After coming to this site, I spent all day at work reading through just about every page available. This helped me to discover what was going on inside my mind that I apparently had not been showing the rest of the world. I guess I've developed a great sense of being unattached from the emotional world. THAT started when I was a child.
I never found funny what my peers were laughing at, so I distanced myself from them to pursue a lifestyle of work and no play. Heh, that didn't work out quite as planned. But, I have recently begun to feel compassion for others, especially now my family. Nothing has gone wrong since I've started showing compassion to those who I had been receiving it from all along.
Now, I am still a worrysome type, but I have found religious groups and peer-support groups where people can express their deepest child-hood desires.
In short: I've learned how to persevere to endeavor as well as to be open and honest about everything that floats around in my head. The first thing I realized from just getting out and making myself known to the world: hide nothing that you love from anybody you can trust!
:ban: Have a good one!
My name is Ken, I'm 24 years old and work with drawings for a large defense company. I don't have many friends, but that doesn't stop me from doing what is fun! Now half extravert/introvert, things seem to be going smoothly.
This site has really helped me in understanding just how much anxiety there was going on inside me. I've always been a logical person, but illogical when it comes to ignoring the unimportant details (heh, go figure).
After coming to this site, I spent all day at work reading through just about every page available. This helped me to discover what was going on inside my mind that I apparently had not been showing the rest of the world. I guess I've developed a great sense of being unattached from the emotional world. THAT started when I was a child.
I never found funny what my peers were laughing at, so I distanced myself from them to pursue a lifestyle of work and no play. Heh, that didn't work out quite as planned. But, I have recently begun to feel compassion for others, especially now my family. Nothing has gone wrong since I've started showing compassion to those who I had been receiving it from all along.
Now, I am still a worrysome type, but I have found religious groups and peer-support groups where people can express their deepest child-hood desires.
In short: I've learned how to persevere to endeavor as well as to be open and honest about everything that floats around in my head. The first thing I realized from just getting out and making myself known to the world: hide nothing that you love from anybody you can trust!
:ban: Have a good one!