freedom09
27-04-09, 13:41
I am 28 years old and am freaking myself out with everything.
My dad died on christmas day, this was suddenly. A month later my grandma died. Neither died of cancer or anything.
In the same year, I moved house and got married.
I was all ok until I came off the pill (mycrogynon 30) this was last month, 2 weeks later I discovered a lump in my neck. I presumed that this was muscular but it hasnt gone away. I went to the doctor last week and she said it was a lymph node and asked whether I had any infections, cold or anything. Which I said no to. She said they can usually stay up for 6 weeks and that my body may not be producing any symptoms.
But ever since then I have been obsessing over my moles. I keep thinking that they are getting bigger and that I have cancer. My husband says that they are fine.
I did use sunbeds religiously a few years ago and have damaged my skin in some way. I do have new moles and some sun spots but I have stopped this. But now I am worried.
I have had such a hard time recently, I just cant cope.:weep:
My dad died on christmas day, this was suddenly. A month later my grandma died. Neither died of cancer or anything.
In the same year, I moved house and got married.
I was all ok until I came off the pill (mycrogynon 30) this was last month, 2 weeks later I discovered a lump in my neck. I presumed that this was muscular but it hasnt gone away. I went to the doctor last week and she said it was a lymph node and asked whether I had any infections, cold or anything. Which I said no to. She said they can usually stay up for 6 weeks and that my body may not be producing any symptoms.
But ever since then I have been obsessing over my moles. I keep thinking that they are getting bigger and that I have cancer. My husband says that they are fine.
I did use sunbeds religiously a few years ago and have damaged my skin in some way. I do have new moles and some sun spots but I have stopped this. But now I am worried.
I have had such a hard time recently, I just cant cope.:weep: