Dreamer029
30-04-09, 12:08
Hey All,
Need some suppport today. Woke up with panic :( There's been a lot going on in my life. Im on clinical rotations which is a lot of pressure and stress. And this weekend I went out with my friends and drank and that led to some panic the next morning.
I also met this boy that I really really like this weekend. And I think this week has been worse because I am scared that he won't like me if he knows I have panic attacks. I know it's dumb and if he's worth it he will like me anyway but I can't help but panic over it.
Lastly, a question. When I have really bad panic attacks my biggest fear is that I am losing my mind. I feel like on the edge of it or something. It makes me feel like I have no control and then I panic more. Does anyone else have this intense fear? Panic attacks are SO AWFUL. :weep:
Lauren
Need some suppport today. Woke up with panic :( There's been a lot going on in my life. Im on clinical rotations which is a lot of pressure and stress. And this weekend I went out with my friends and drank and that led to some panic the next morning.
I also met this boy that I really really like this weekend. And I think this week has been worse because I am scared that he won't like me if he knows I have panic attacks. I know it's dumb and if he's worth it he will like me anyway but I can't help but panic over it.
Lastly, a question. When I have really bad panic attacks my biggest fear is that I am losing my mind. I feel like on the edge of it or something. It makes me feel like I have no control and then I panic more. Does anyone else have this intense fear? Panic attacks are SO AWFUL. :weep:
Lauren