lonely
30-04-09, 15:34
eeeekkk had a phone call off doctor while i was out and they want see me tomo a double appointment i think, now mum is worried and nan, but i don't want them to know about everything like self harm and this week making myself sick
i phoned cpn to see what i should do abou the food issue she said make appointment to see gp and dpnt hide anything, so i made appointment for next week, so eihter cpn has phoned her and thats why got to go in or something else :blush: i did have a stool sample test the other week but not sure how long till they come back, it could be that but i think its the food issue?
now i have my nan saying ill come with you to your next pshychiatrist app when i dont want her to if she comes i will not speak to anyone then, and she said can they not keep you in hospital, im not going in, they might npt let me out for a while, ill be more anxious and worry about my plants in garden and pets, i said im not being locked up, she said dont be stupid its not you see on tv, how does she know she hasn't been in, it would be more stressfull with other people in the hospital with there problems i wouldn't be able to sleep
im just worried as why have i got 2 appointments and not one and dont want to get told off by gp, i really didn't want to go again until after next week and do my homework to show im trying
i phoned cpn to see what i should do abou the food issue she said make appointment to see gp and dpnt hide anything, so i made appointment for next week, so eihter cpn has phoned her and thats why got to go in or something else :blush: i did have a stool sample test the other week but not sure how long till they come back, it could be that but i think its the food issue?
now i have my nan saying ill come with you to your next pshychiatrist app when i dont want her to if she comes i will not speak to anyone then, and she said can they not keep you in hospital, im not going in, they might npt let me out for a while, ill be more anxious and worry about my plants in garden and pets, i said im not being locked up, she said dont be stupid its not you see on tv, how does she know she hasn't been in, it would be more stressfull with other people in the hospital with there problems i wouldn't be able to sleep
im just worried as why have i got 2 appointments and not one and dont want to get told off by gp, i really didn't want to go again until after next week and do my homework to show im trying