candee86
04-05-09, 16:06
Hello All
I used to come on here a while ago when I had really bad agoraphobia! I eventually started to get better, could go out, got a job and moved out from my Mums =] Things have been really good!
But......the past two weeks I can see everything slipping back to the way things were! I had a stressfull week 2 weeks ago with my grandad dying, my boss went away so I had to deal with a bigger boss who is just a bully and puts everyone down which he did to me ALOT while my regular boss was away and then finally I got a bladder infection which gave me the same syptoms you get when having a panic attack which has triggered it off again!! I was hoping that i still had a bladder infection because I was still getting the symptoms but the doctor said it had definitely cleared therefore I have come to realise it is anxiety and panic again =[
I have had a week off work with my 'bladder infection' now and therefore need to go back in on Tuesday but everytime i think about it i just get anxious and panicy and think I can't leave the house!!! I have stayed at my mums for a few days and done normal things like going out and was fine most of the time, went out on my own n stuff too so I am now just thinking this is related to work!!
At times I feel fine and think work will be ok but then times like now i just feel awful and can't see myself going in feeling like this!!!
What do I do? =[
Candeee
P.S. Hello to u all...its kind of nice to be back x
I used to come on here a while ago when I had really bad agoraphobia! I eventually started to get better, could go out, got a job and moved out from my Mums =] Things have been really good!
But......the past two weeks I can see everything slipping back to the way things were! I had a stressfull week 2 weeks ago with my grandad dying, my boss went away so I had to deal with a bigger boss who is just a bully and puts everyone down which he did to me ALOT while my regular boss was away and then finally I got a bladder infection which gave me the same syptoms you get when having a panic attack which has triggered it off again!! I was hoping that i still had a bladder infection because I was still getting the symptoms but the doctor said it had definitely cleared therefore I have come to realise it is anxiety and panic again =[
I have had a week off work with my 'bladder infection' now and therefore need to go back in on Tuesday but everytime i think about it i just get anxious and panicy and think I can't leave the house!!! I have stayed at my mums for a few days and done normal things like going out and was fine most of the time, went out on my own n stuff too so I am now just thinking this is related to work!!
At times I feel fine and think work will be ok but then times like now i just feel awful and can't see myself going in feeling like this!!!
What do I do? =[
Candeee
P.S. Hello to u all...its kind of nice to be back x