twinkle1981
04-05-09, 18:56
Hi my name is Alicia and I feel like im going mad.
I have constant obsessive thoughts in my head and I feel as though im going insane. I convince myself that I have done something even though I have no memory of it and know deep down that I haven't really done it, but then I think that because the thought popped in my head it must mean I did do it.
I can't sleep at night for my mind continually racing and worrying and obsessing over completely random and irrational things. I only stop obsessing over something once I start to obsess over something new.
When I come home I have to check all around my house i.e. under the beds, in the cupboards, behind all the doors etc etc because I convince myself there must be someone in my house even though there is no sign of a break in. If I get a missed call on my mobile from an unknown number I worry over it for days wondering who it could be, why they were phoning me. Ditto if the door goes (I dont tend to answer the door then will obsess for hours over who it was, convincing myself it must have been the police depsite the fact I havent broken any laws)
I really feel like I am going mad, I can't take much more of it.
I have constant obsessive thoughts in my head and I feel as though im going insane. I convince myself that I have done something even though I have no memory of it and know deep down that I haven't really done it, but then I think that because the thought popped in my head it must mean I did do it.
I can't sleep at night for my mind continually racing and worrying and obsessing over completely random and irrational things. I only stop obsessing over something once I start to obsess over something new.
When I come home I have to check all around my house i.e. under the beds, in the cupboards, behind all the doors etc etc because I convince myself there must be someone in my house even though there is no sign of a break in. If I get a missed call on my mobile from an unknown number I worry over it for days wondering who it could be, why they were phoning me. Ditto if the door goes (I dont tend to answer the door then will obsess for hours over who it was, convincing myself it must have been the police depsite the fact I havent broken any laws)
I really feel like I am going mad, I can't take much more of it.