daniellemarie
09-05-09, 20:07
hiya every one just looking for some well some ppl with the same symptoms as me i have sufferd with anxiety for 6 years i was soo bad when i first started a ashma attack started mine off at the age of 15 in collage i have forght it time n time again but i am with a partner n have a son now n have had bad times with my partner n that is what has made this anxiety reacare this time now i am ten times worse its horrible i take tablets which i no make my anxiety worse pain killer tablets but when i start i realy think its not the tablets im dieing or ill have a brain hemrage my anxiety is mostly about my head couple years ago i was soooo convinced i had a brain tumor i use to cry my self to sleep it was bad i use to refer it as i had a brain tumor i was terrified i did get better in time i did go the doctors cause i had headaches all of the time i had headaches for a whole year but never got sent for a brain scan which i wonted so much i never actualy said that to the doctor i had sinuse scan it was clear i do still think sum times i have a brain tumor not as bad as i was but like i was saying when my panic comes on i am convinced im not anxiouse im sayin this now thinkin was i anxiouse cuz i dont think i am when my mum says i am anxiouse which is briging on the panic n dread im guna die at times when i do no its a panic attack i still think onistly its not a panic attack its seriouse when i go out with my boyfriend im ok but i think about panic or what if i die or if like my brain bleeds or sum thin bad n i sart i just say take me home now i feell safe when im with my mum n at home i always ring my mum but when i am having a panic she cnt say nothin to convice me im ok its just panic i say no mum its diffrent this time im guna die or sumthin but im gettin that way now i dnt belive my mum cuz she says things so i stop panic n then i think well she thinks im panic its like the little boy cryin wolf this tie its real n no one listens i go to my doctors she blames every thin on anxiety last 4 wekks i have had numbness in my hands actulay numb horriblei have she said anxiety wrong i ahd been oin a lot of cleanin n movin helpin family move as 4 family members have moved in 3 weeks n have helped clean n i have done my gardens so i hv=ave carpol tunnel syndrom i went my local walk in center as they dnt no my pasdt they listend so i dnt realy feelsafe going to my doc or my mum it is hard for me myboyfriend makes me feel abnormal sumtimes calls me freak i need help i get scared sum times n think im guna lose it its horrible any ways any body the same ????? thanks for listening :) xxDaniellexx