Louize
18-05-09, 15:40
I got up this morning feeling fine, the minute i left my house however was another matter, shaking, sweating, jittery and heart flutters. Im honestly sick of this now, im fighting the urge to stay inside all the time. But its getting harder and harder the more i try to keep living "normally".
Today on the bus to college it all started, the sweating, shaking and heart flutters, the feeling my throat was closing up.... i fought through it, and carried on, so at dinner i had to run to tesco for my mother, and right in the middle of the shop, i went into a full blown panic attack. I ended up running out and leaving everything in the trolley i sat outside for a little bit and went back inside. I jsut feel like its getting harder and harder at the moment :(
Ive just started taking Kalms, but so far they've been no help - if not i find it makes the panic attacks worse.
I know this is long, but i needed to get ti off my chest (litrally!!) How does everybody handle this? and have any of you found a way to stop the urge to stay inside 24/7???
Today on the bus to college it all started, the sweating, shaking and heart flutters, the feeling my throat was closing up.... i fought through it, and carried on, so at dinner i had to run to tesco for my mother, and right in the middle of the shop, i went into a full blown panic attack. I ended up running out and leaving everything in the trolley i sat outside for a little bit and went back inside. I jsut feel like its getting harder and harder at the moment :(
Ive just started taking Kalms, but so far they've been no help - if not i find it makes the panic attacks worse.
I know this is long, but i needed to get ti off my chest (litrally!!) How does everybody handle this? and have any of you found a way to stop the urge to stay inside 24/7???