xBettyBoopx
20-05-09, 01:18
I am so mad with myself, yet it's a wasted emotion & waste of my energy.
All the things going on in the world, all the heartache, illnesses, children dying before they've had a chance to live & I'm sat here worrying about why I'm cold, ffs!!!!:blush: :blush:
I know it's not that cold so I panic about why I'm freezing & then I go hot because I'm panicking, then that dies down & I'm cold again.................vicious circle. So why? I mean of all the things to worry about, this must be the stupidest!!! Why can't I just say to myself, 'ok you're feeling under the weather so that's why you're cold'. Oh no, I have to panic about it!!!! I'm so MAD!!!!!!!!!!!:scared15: :scared15: :scared15: :scared15: :scared15: :scared15: :mad: :mad: :mad:
I want to think like a 'normal' person, is that possible?!:wacko: :wacko:
Els
All the things going on in the world, all the heartache, illnesses, children dying before they've had a chance to live & I'm sat here worrying about why I'm cold, ffs!!!!:blush: :blush:
I know it's not that cold so I panic about why I'm freezing & then I go hot because I'm panicking, then that dies down & I'm cold again.................vicious circle. So why? I mean of all the things to worry about, this must be the stupidest!!! Why can't I just say to myself, 'ok you're feeling under the weather so that's why you're cold'. Oh no, I have to panic about it!!!! I'm so MAD!!!!!!!!!!!:scared15: :scared15: :scared15: :scared15: :scared15: :scared15: :mad: :mad: :mad:
I want to think like a 'normal' person, is that possible?!:wacko: :wacko:
Els