ksludds
26-05-09, 14:00
well im finally plucking the courage up to go to the doctors in a few hours about my swollen neck glands.thought id feel better about it now but I really dont, im literally sat here expecting him to tell me the worst (how sad do i sound!!)
for the past few days ive been trying not to touch them but unfortunetely ended up doing so and now im convinced that theyve gotten bigger, even though they probably havent.people keep saying, its just an infection, youll get antibiotics and youll be fine BUT then I think, I dont feel ill, I havent got an infection so its got to be something worse.im sick of feeling this way, I just want to get on with my life without automatically assuming every 5mins that I have cancer!
for the past few days ive been trying not to touch them but unfortunetely ended up doing so and now im convinced that theyve gotten bigger, even though they probably havent.people keep saying, its just an infection, youll get antibiotics and youll be fine BUT then I think, I dont feel ill, I havent got an infection so its got to be something worse.im sick of feeling this way, I just want to get on with my life without automatically assuming every 5mins that I have cancer!